Rainbows in the sky

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Do you ever wonder how come one person can be so suay and another one is just so damn heng?

I think I am one of the very suay kinda people. When there's good stuff, it's never ever my turn! Say like hunting for a job, someone who grads with results like me gets a much better paid job. Everyone else finds a better job. K maybe it's their ability or what. Or in lucky draws, I never win a damn thing before! I can wait for a bus for 20 mins and when the bus comes, I miss the bus. Aiyah, just feel so frustrated!

But then at the end of the day I think it would be wiser to count your blessings, I guess.

But why some people so heng?! They just get almost everything they need or even things they dont need, it just comes to them! So dumb can!!!

~11:40 AM

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Friday, January 19, 2007

Yesterday night sista and I felt very boliao. So we did something super boliao and mean. We spotted those spelling mistakes in people's msn nicknames cos there were too many to miss. MUAHAHA. Sorry my friends, don't mean harm la!

The one below lagi best. Don't people ever check what they type before they display? *Ponders

TTFN!

~1:27 PM

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Random pictures of the past week.

It has been raining like nobody's business. Working indoors, you never know it's raining like shit outside. And so while I was waiting for the bus out with sister, I just saw this flooded pavement.

Then while I was shivering like I kanna spasms in the train, this lady walked in with an air of confidence. Its not like its a bad thing when you are confident in the way you look and carry yourself but overdoing it and thinking you're way better than other people is a big no-no. She was looking at me like "Hey you ugly, jealous isit?" Puh-lease la. Ok fine you forced me to do it! Here's a picture of Miss Super Confident looking down on Miss Inferior Me.

Sorry la I abit humji dont dare take upfront photo. Ok, not that I'm being mean but... dont make me puke leh! Still look at me like one kind! That's what made me so pissed! Ok enough about this.

Then the funny thing was when we walked past this Okawa shop was it. The one selling the massage chairs and all. We just looked into the shop as we passed by and we burst out laughing.

Wa liew. Power right! I suspect this guy comes in everyday to work, "test" the massage chairs and fall asleep for good. He's like really deep in slumberland sia. Think if we were to go in and take one of their stuff he would have no idea also.

Ok really random pictures now.

Huge spidey!!

Don't see paths like these anymore. Look so kampong style.

Big lizard. Scare the shit outta me.

Like it's gonna rain again!

~12:14 PM

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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Probably by now everyone have already made resolutions and probably are putting them into action already. But suddenly it's like I have been catapulted from another world. Damn. Then I thought to myself, what have I achieved? And what do I plan to do with my life in this new year? Ok, maybe not resolutions but rather what I hope to achieve. Realistic ones that is.

I'm sure the thought of suddenly departing from this world have crossed everyone's mind. Yet when I just sit down and watch the world passing me by in this hectic society, I'm wondering to myself, do these people ever know they can drop dead any moment? No doubt I'm just one of them. As the thought enters my mind occasionally, I always ask myself, what is it that I want to change about my life before it's too late? But I always end up with no conclusion. Admittedly, I have no conclusion up till this very moment too.

It's kinda scary when you hear about people dropping dead and worst still is when they have no cause for their death. Freaky isn't it? But I guess how much you are to consume, enjoy, whatsoever, is already predestined.

I'm nothing but a sinner like everyone. I wanna change for the better yet my human weakness always take over my no-matter-how determined-I-am-to change attitude. I know it is in my hands and I think I need alot of time and courage. So step on it man!

Ok, let's see.

Firstly, I wanna take good care of my health. I wanna come up with a time schedule when to eat my medicines and all. Hey I've got 4 kinds of medicines to take a day, one of which is 3 times a day, another is twice a day. And one of which is to be taken at 1130am & pm, one of which has to be taken either 1 hour before food or not, 2 hours after food. How confusing can that get?! I'm still a little not-so-organised in this area of concern. HAHA. THEREFORE, I wanna eat my medicines well. =)

Secondly, I want to be happy! Really happy!

Thirdly, I want to be in even better control of my emotions. Seem to have improved alot since the past year, so must keep it up. To only flare when there is a reason and not to keep it inside!

I want to spend more time with my family. My humorous and loving parents, loveable sister and irritating brothers.

I hope to have a getaway... to hongkong! I miss my dearest yiu sau wai so much! I know she might be coming back mid-year, but still it isn't such a bad idea to have a short getaway eh? =P

Hope to be more organised and efficient. And not to be late for appointments, work etc! Heh heh heh. I hear many hurrays coming from people already.

I wanna learn to cherish whatever I have more, never to take things for granted. When it's all rainbows and butterflies, never forgetting the time to give praise and be thankful.

I wanna be more christ-like. Hehehe.

I wanna lose weight. Get rid of my tummy! Or at least to the time before I joined this company.

And, perhaps, get myself out of my current company. MUAHAHA.

Till I think of more, that will do for the moment. HAHA.

~1:22 PM

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Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Hmmm. Haven't been blogging for sometime.

Nothing much in life that's happening or wow. As usual, working my ass away till I have no idea when's day and when's night.

Alot of people tendering resignation soon. Quite sad to know that, don't know who will be coming to replace. But oh well, people come and go. That includes me.

It's a brand new year already! On the very first day of 2007, I was just thinking of what I have done with my life for the past one year. Then it struck me that 2006 wasn't a very good year. Damn, when's my year gonna be a good one? K la, maybe I've been expecting too much that brings about me being so disappointed with my year. Hmm but seriously in the year 2006 I have done many so wrong things, but then glad to say I have repented from my sinful ways and mistakes. I am really very sorry for all that I have done. Why do some people just don't realise its wrong?? I just don't get it!

Besides that, I'm glad to say I made many new friends and I realised that I still have alot of people with me for support, people whom I'm not shy to turn to when I need that extra ounce of support and push. Sister, butty, hwee fei zhu, many others! And of cos very blessed to have my family silently beside me at all times, in need and in joy.

Glad to have found a job though it's low paid. But what to do, the poor gets poorer. HAHA. Nah, time to source for new ones and the grass is always greener on the other side! =P But well, indeed happy to have made some true friends there. =)

Health has been not bad. Tried a new medicine and all. So far so good, I guess! And have been helped financially by my two brothers, especially kor!

Nayi came back a couple of times. And just can't get enough of her! She'll always be somewhere in there.

I really don't know what has happened between the black male aka sunshine and me. Can someone tell me? Till now, I still wonder you know! Ya I tried asking but no answer! Weird right.

Oh yeah I didn't make any resolutions this year! But then actually should have given up long ago trying to "keep them real" cos none of them is ever fulfilled la!

I just hope to find love this year. Really.

But then, I still don't know what I'm doing with my life. Oh want to add on, the people who are not welcomed here, kindly make your exit. Why try to get in here just to read my few worthless sentences of...words?

P.S: Hopefully able to post some pictures of xmas and d&d! =D Great fun I tell ya!

Till then... hope all your wishes come true. More birds, more luck.

~1:31 PM

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